Looks like skiing is off for this year. I can only do the week before Easter, the holiday I wanted isn't running, and the only other options are too expensive/not appropriate/somewhere I dislike. I think this may be the writing on the wall for the current job. Choosing not to go is one thing, but not having the option is infuriating.
It is also galling as yesterday I went for a run for the first time since March. Where is my motivation now, it is gone in the wind.
I am mulling over my options. Preferred is to buy a Euromillions ticket tomorrow and win.